And neither does anyone else. But why not simply admit it? That's right, because you're scared. Scared of not knowing why people shoot their classmates and then themselves. I'm kind of pissed at the german magazine "Der Spiegel". Of course I never buy it. But a friend brought one over and I read the article on the recent maniac who killed 15 kids in his old school and then shot himself in the head. This time they know literally nothing. He ate Spaghetti. His father had a Mercedes CLS with a 6.3l V8. The sign on his fathers company is grey (they actually wrote that). He liked table tennis and computer games. They write that "experts agree all amok runners have access to weapons". I guess they expect people to run amok with just their bare fists. Amok boxers. Experts also agree that "kids in their puberty seem out of reach". What the hell is wrong with you? Didn't anyone at "Der Spiegel" go through puberty themselves? Seriously. I get that you feel obliged to fill six fucking pages about this guy. But if you really know nothing? Why not just print the following in big letters:

We don't know shit and it scares us!

Maybe I'm just pissed because the same things that make this guy suspicious are those they usually WANT one to do. Like NOT get drunk every weekend (and consequently be a social outcast), being competitive (instead of a lame loser like our whole generation seems to be), eating pasta (wtf.. how is this relevant to ANYTHING), get good grades in school. This guy actually did everything right. And then he ticked out and killed everyone.